From tomorrow until the next saturday I'll be away for holidays! I hope you'll spend a good time

It would be great to see some new works when I'm back soo.. Keep the spirit up!

I am at a moment in my school that I have to admit that I am maybe on the wrong place.
The school I do is the teacher training college. I'm there about half a year. Now it's the time that everybody can prove the new knowledge in a practical month.
And although I guide a group by the scouts and I'm very successfull there I don't feel myself comfortable in this kindergarten in the role of the teacher.
I think this is not the way I want to go for the next half life.
But if I want to do study psychology in a university, I need a higher school. And for the higher school I would have to stay where I am. -With another 5 Month practical work which just can't stand with my decision.

So what should I do? I don't have any Idea. Today I should reach my mentor of innership and my mentor from school and tell them what I want to do.
How to judge for my entire life? I don't have any ideas. Not to mend how much my parents spent already for this school (eleven plus and school fees).
And did I said that the class is one of the best I ever had..? Alot of friends would be gone.. Not forever, but my experience says to me that I don't gonna see alot of people again.

All these things are gonna make my decision harder than hard...

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Today, with alot of help from my mentor, I decided to finish this school. This is not what I want. And I don't wanna spend three years (and alot of practical time) without any motivation. This is not a solution for me.
-So I'll use the next time to search for something which may fulfill me in a better way.

.. really hope this is the right thing for me...

I'm tagged from ~djsolis


The rules go like this:
1 / post these rules
2/ each person tagged, must post 8 random facts about themselves (hope it's interesting)
3/ tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4/ at the end of the post, 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5/ go to their blog, leave a comment telling them they are tagged
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1. I love all the old Disney films with the beautiful princesses and the songs.. When I was young I used to say who I "am" in every film..
2. When I'd see a child (or any human being) to torture or to plague an animal, I wouldn't have any problems to do the same to them. [and this inclues also severe injuries..]
3. I like to write poems, but they tend to be rather corny
4. If I get something I wanted dearly, I'm not interested in anymore as soon as I get it..
5. I can be bitchy and touchy
6. I don't like to be alone
7. I don't like relationships
8. I wanna be loved by everybody, but I need some arguing from time to time


I tag: ~Nanaami ¦ ~1DDQD ¦ ~mollymelone ¦ =DigitalPhenom ¦ ~kaname-chan ¦ ~Micha81 ¦ *cesalv ¦ =3ddream

Hi everyone

I'm sorry that I didn't post new things now as I have the EOS... But right now I'm kinda busy and I don't have really the time to work on the new pics. But I promise you new works until the end of this week.. (I really promise it ^^)

I have begun my studies for the degree in education.. I love my class, but the school isn't in the neighbourhood and so the time I spend at home has become small and smaller. But I'm looking forward to a great time with alot of practice work in classes and alot of new knowledge.. (Yes, I'm really keen on school right now *grin*)

I hope your all okay and I apologize for all the late answers (or not even given right now), That's because I don't answer all my comments regularly (*is ashamed*)

C'rdita

Hi to everyone!!

And finally I got my own mirror-reflex cam!
I have to work a little bit with her to understand everything, but I'm looking forward to many good shoots with her!

At these days I'm having a visit from a dear friend from Germany, so my little love has to wait a little bit

I hope your doing as well as I do! Have a nice day!!!

Love, C'rdita