..As I thought the decicion to leave this school I worked this hard to get in was the hardest one, I was wrong, it wasn't.

Everywhere I turn to, I get into troubles. My parent's don't want me to break up the school, they want me to take a time-out for a year. -But this asks alot of paperwork from me. Everyone needs such a damn letter with an explanation ere, and an information there.
Today I heard that I've sent the explanation letter not to the right one, and if the right one won't recieve it until a date I don't know, the school wants me to pay another semester. This would be a fee of around 600$ for nothing. I'm really scared now and I hope they accept my wish and that they recieve it soon enough.
My mom anounced today that she wouldn't pay it if I will be too late and since I don't recieve any pocket money again (oh surprise, they just want to give me money when I'm in a formation..) I couldn't even pay one single dollar.

Oh did I mention that the unemployment insurance fund I've sent my informations thinks that I did not sent enough letters of application BEFORE I signed up for their support..? (what the hell means this? -I was in school before!!) Now I got a exemplary punishment and they won't pay me anything for another 6 days (and if I remember that I signed up the 4th february and that they start to pay the support 2 weeks after the sign-in and that they won't pay me anything whilst my formation for a snowboardteacher next week which costs me around 400$.
If I count this together, means this that I'll stay without money the whole month.

I'm on my last leg now. I'm so frustrated that everything seems to work against me.
The little bit of confidence I try to hold beside me becomes smaller and smaller.

why can't the right decision be a little bit easier? -Just to show me that there is way for me to go through.