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1) What is your favourite(s) lyric from a song?
the whole lyrics from the song «alright» from the band «Reamonn»
(to be read here: www.lyrics007.com/Reamonn%20Ly…)

2) Name the ultimate famous person you would marry?
I plan to marry my ultimate bf in a few years =) so I'm not interested in other men anymore, even if they might be famous =)

3) What was the most special time your entire life, when someone helped you out?
hmmm.. Once I got a love message from a friend I wanted to become my boyfriend, but I wasn't happy at all how he tried to get me..
So I run to my best friend at this time, who said I could annoy me about the HOW, or just enjoy the 'finally he made a step forwad' thing ^^
-okay, It didn't hold too long and we're just friends right now, but the advice stayed as very good in my mind =)

4) Was there ever a time you wished CoF was there for you?
as my beloved cat died whilst I was in holiday.. -and CoF WAS actually there for me *thanks so much for it*

5) If you could speak to anyone, anywhere in any time, who would you want to speak to and what would you talk to them about?
I think I would talk to myself in a younger time; to remember myself that it would all become good, add some good advices how to act in certain coming situations and give myself some advices for my future steps in general.
-I don't have the wish to talk to some political and/or famous persons. My wishes and hopes always were spoken by other persons in some way. (and last but not least I don't think that it would have made any difference if I would go to Bush at the beginning of his inauguration p.e. to say that he shouldn't go to Irak. I don't have enough influence to such persons to really change something.)

6) What has been the darkest period of your life so far and what did you do/who did you turn to in order to overcome it?
I've gone through some hard times but in every darkest hour I had friends I knew I could turn to, and the best thing is maybe that I am very positive thinking. -I don't let myself fall down for too long by some circumstances; even if it might overcome me for some reason for a certain time..

7) What is most important to you in your life and why?
my love, and what it means to me to have found someone who loves me in the same way that I love him! And not to forget: To have a life which is worth living..;)

8) What is your favorite genre of art on DA?
classic photography and good manipulations..

9) How many different languages can you speak, and are there any you want to learn?
I speak 3 languages fluent or nearly fluent (german, french and english)
I'd like to speak spanish =)

10) What is the closest purple-coloured thing that is near you?
A book about Karl Gersteiner (a graphic artist, from my hometown [Basel] who developed some really important Theories for typographer and designer) who lifts the mac in the office on a fine level to work on..

11) If you could be any character from any book or film who would you be and who?
I don't know, I think I'd like to stay myself because I love my life and I think I can make something with it. But it's a very interesting question..

12) What is your favourite time of year (month or season)?
I like every time, for it's characteristics. But the most I love winter for the snowboarding and the summer for my birthday and the warm evenings =)

13) How many nicknames do you have and what are they?
«c0rdita» (or «cordita»), since the beginning. But now I know that it's written 'gordita' but I can live with the mistake, it makes it unique =)

14) What is your favourite fantasy picture on DA, and why do you like it? (please post a thumbnail here and the artists id)
I don’t really have a favourite, I have a very, very, large favourites gallery, -just go and see =)

15) Did you have a favourite teddy growing up and if yes what was the teddy's name?
No I never possessed a teddy, and I never gave names to my toys.. (sry =))

16) How did you get into CoF and do you enjoy it?
I’ve seen it quite a few times on various journals especially the difference the members made to some people circumstances..

17) Whats your all time favourite quote?
I don’t have an all-time favourite quote, I rather collect them in a small book and I chose one for nearly every circumstance.. But I like (translated)
«My form of madness will be to become absolutely silent. -But until this point I’ll scream with might and main..»


18) Have you ever met anyone face to face from DA?
Yes, some of them are my personal friends. (some of them not anymore..) But I knew them before we met again on dA..

19) If you could gain any new skill what would it be?
To play guitar =)

20) What is your favourite DA Emote?
I’m sorry, I don’t know what this means if it's the emoticons, that would be: :glomp:


[This is meant to my CoF weekend group, to get know the others a bit better.. But I think everyone who has a bit of time over might post it with his very own answers here =)]
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"..I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?.."
[Coldplay - Talk]


I'm so scared about the future. About half a year ago, I've broke up the college of education (I've been there for a semester). Now, I decided to do the "Fachmatur" in the domain of art (difficult to explain what's the loval value in other states because the formation is a new one) and for this I have to participate to some school courses and I work in an 80% stage in a graphic studio where I have my own project about photography.

But in some strange way I am very unhappy with my situation. Whether I know how to fill 17 weeks with just one project (I tend to be enthousiastic at first, and then losing quickly  my intrest) nor I feel comfortable with the fact that I have to work nearly complete on my own. I miss alot of parts from my old life and the school friends around me.
I'm unsure if my talent is enough to be part of this rough world of art.
I'm unsure if I will succeed in my plans. -I need certainty and maybe a little more time to be sure what I want to do with my life.
But I don't have this time because with my 21 I'm quite old for a first apprenticeship or formation. And this occupates me alot.

Luckily I'm in a very good relationship which keeps me grounded. But he cannot understand my situation completely and so his help is limited. He can 'only' give me his love. And only when he has time beside his own life.

So I try to manage my life and my future. And so I stay scared..
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tagged

3 min read
Hey there I'm back from a wonderful week full of snow, fun and incredible slow beginners. (I'm just unable to decide whether I want to start crying or whether I want to hit them.. - Longer than 2 days this isn't bearable to be crawling on all fours with less than 5 $ per hour.. =)
, I've been tagged by my friends1DDQD & Fiercefox


1) Write again those rules.
2) Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3) He/she has to write those things into her/him journal.
4.) You can tag all the persons you are interested in, but you don't have to
5) If you tag someone, go into their dA page and notice that you've tagged them.

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#1 I love the (old) disney songs and films
#2 I get easily hurt, but I'm not resentful at all
#3 I am very lazy, but for all stupid things I have alot of energy
#4 I'm in love with an very pretty, gifted and handsome °opossum°
#5 I stood my first 180° with my snowboard over a kicker some days ago, and my shifty is becoming beautiful, such as my hoho handplant 360° ;)
#6 I can't keep my hands away from my pimples..
#7 If I like a song or a band, I can hear endlessly the same music, which disturbs sometimes the people around me
#8 I'm very picky with what I eat *shame on me*



I don't tag anyone, if anybody want's to do it, feel free (..carefree ;))


:rose::rose::rose::rose:
And finally congratulations for your 22 birthday :icon1ddqd:!! I'm so sorry that  I forgot to gratulate you!!! May the sun alway shine for you! your special, and this is cool! :cuddle:

:rose::rose::rose::rose:
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Hey there, from the 25.2 until the 1.3. I'll be away for a formation. With this formation I'll be able to guide camps for snowboarder (for Kids, to be precise) =)

I hope you'll have a good week!

Love, Isa

PS: I'll gonna miss you so much dearest!!! (the one it concerns will know it, if he may read this lines..)


->EDIT _______________________________->EDIT

from the 23.3. - 29.3 I'll be guiding a snowboard camp with my honey, so I'll be away for another week *blushes*

See ya ;)
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damn_new_life!

2 min read
..As I thought the decicion to leave this school I worked this hard to get in was the hardest one, I was wrong, it wasn't.

Everywhere I turn to, I get into troubles. My parent's don't want me to break up the school, they want me to take a time-out for a year. -But this asks alot of paperwork from me. Everyone needs such a damn letter with an explanation ere, and an information there.
Today I heard that I've sent the explanation letter not to the right one, and if the right one won't recieve it until a date I don't know, the school wants me to pay another semester. This would be a fee of around 600$ for nothing. I'm really scared now and I hope they accept my wish and that they recieve it soon enough.
My mom anounced today that she wouldn't pay it if I will be too late and since I don't recieve any pocket money again (oh surprise, they just want to give me money when I'm in a formation..) I couldn't even pay one single dollar.

Oh did I mention that the unemployment insurance fund I've sent my informations thinks that I did not sent enough letters of application BEFORE I signed up for their support..? (what the hell means this? -I was in school before!!) Now I got a exemplary punishment and they won't pay me anything for another 6 days (and if I remember that I signed up the 4th february and that they start to pay the support 2 weeks after the sign-in and that they won't pay me anything whilst my formation for a snowboardteacher next week which costs me around 400$.
If I count this together, means this that I'll stay without money the whole month.

I'm on my last leg now. I'm so frustrated that everything seems to work against me.
The little bit of confidence I try to hold beside me  becomes smaller and smaller.

why can't the right decision be a little bit easier? -Just to show me that there is way for me to go through.
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